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O Lord, Deliver us from the snares of the Devil




I can't even talk about what's been going through my head lately.

I never thought I'd finish this, but here.

not religious by the way

also my tumblr url has changed. If you would like my tumblr, just ask <3
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:icondaughterofmaat:
DaughterOfMaat Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015
Poor Sebastian. He looked so defeated and tired...
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12bonedoc Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This may sound incredibly disturbing, but the blood somehow just made it hotter...Love the piece by the way. I like that it kind of captures a darkness that a lot of people forget. He is a demon after all.  I never do this but....Anna squee  Can I use this drawing in a fanfic for the 'inspired by' pic? I will give you credit and put a link.
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Student Filmographer
depends :P what pairing is the fanfic? 
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:icon12bonedoc:
12bonedoc Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It's a reader insert (Sebastian x Reader). It's kind of dark. Here's a link if you want to see it: link
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Student Filmographer
haha no thanks, i don't go near 'x reader' 

i guess you can say it was inspired by my picture if you like, but my seb is already taken here by ciel :P
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:icon12bonedoc:
12bonedoc Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ok then. So...that means if I make it clear that it was just inspired by the pic I can show it (it would just be for one of the chapters)? I will definitely clear it up that you ship Seb and Ciel NaNoEmo day 25 - Please?  I love your art by the way, especially the ones where Seb is kind of beaten up....
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Student Filmographer
haha that's fine <3 and thank you very muchhh
i'm glad you like my art and want to use it c:
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:icon12bonedoc:
12bonedoc Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank You so so so much!Tackling hug  I can't help it. I kind of have a weakness for a pained, bleeding, beaten Sebastian. He's just so much hotter that way!....does that make me a bad person? 
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Student Filmographer
haha of course not, it's totally awesome. 
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:iconanimefreak4277:
animefreak4277 Featured By Owner May 30, 2014  Student General Artist
Soo...is it weird I find this...strangely very sexy..?
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner May 30, 2014  Student Filmographer
nope c:
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:iconanimefreak4277:
animefreak4277 Featured By Owner May 30, 2014  Student General Artist
Well that's good to hear. ^^'
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:icondptas:
Dptas Featured By Owner May 29, 2014
No :(. Who ever did this shall pay!!!!!!!!>o<
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ClassicJazz8 Featured By Owner May 8, 2014  Hobbyist
YOUR DIRTYING YOUR SLACKS SEBASTIAN!!WHAT KIND OF A BUTLER ARE YOU!!DONT LET CIEL FIND OUT!!THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE!!
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OverbearingSilence Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014
Ces émotions .... Vous les évoquent en moi ..... et je ne suis pas sûr si c'est une mauvaise chose.

C'est beau. D'une manière sombre, mais tout à fait sexy. Je l'aime.
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Tigrathetiger Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
!? Sebastian ! A-Are you alright ? 
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Silverwing26 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
.... So I found this one after having found Pious. Wow Arthur... 

First, blood + Tears = Win

But my god the emotion in this piece. The inner struggle that I imagine going on inside of him right now, is tragic, and somehow beautiful. And that is how this makes me feel. Combine that with the alluring aspects presented make this an extremely powerful piece. Well done. 


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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Blood and Tears/ Always a good idea. 

Thankyou so much! I like to think that he's having a serious inner struggle right now, yes. 

and hey I just had an idea for Seb bathing Ciel in a blood bath...that'd be cool ;D
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Silverwing26 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
You are welcome!

That would be epic!
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Silverwing26 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Impious*

Pardon, typo.
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headofthePhantomhive Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2013
S-sebaschan? *pokes sebastian* 
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2013  Student Filmographer
*whale moan*
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:iconheadofthephantomhive:
headofthePhantomhive Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2013
What?
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2013  Student Filmographer
That was Sebastian's response. He's currently not very talkative because he's bleeding everywhere.
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:iconheadofthephantomhive:
headofthePhantomhive Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2013
C-can I do anything to save him?!?!
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013  Student Filmographer
He'll live, friend. c:
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:iconheadofthephantomhive:
headofthePhantomhive Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013
*cleans sweat drop from forehead*
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:iconkatloverz11:
katloverz11 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2013
*drools* hehehe
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Tenkamchi-Sama Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~

noo... sebby... so hot... but... all the blood...  nuuuu... aaaah....
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automaticArsonist Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
O.O *pokes sebastian* Oue
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Student Filmographer
*Sebastian squeaks*
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:iconautomaticarsonist:
automaticArsonist Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwwe Sebby you squeaked! Did I hurt you! I'm sorry!
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Student Filmographer
;3; Yes!
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:iconautomaticarsonist:
automaticArsonist Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
sorry ;.;
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Student Filmographer
He forgives you c:
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:iconautomaticarsonist:
automaticArsonist Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yey! *happy dance*
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daliutza Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2013
wtf so cooooool
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venusangelic19 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013
IS that Hair down thee i see OHHHHH :nuu:
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013  Student Filmographer
Oh, indeed it is <3 ;)
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Cin2626 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2013
So sexy !! *___* I love =3
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:iconceilonn:
ceilonn Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2013  Student Filmographer
Aww thanks~! Hehe, glad you like it :la:
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Cin2626 Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2013
A yes, a lot! OMG I'm in love on him: p
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katina0tenou Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
i can't balieve how sexy that looks...
i love your work!!!
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:iconmmaerin:
mmaerin Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2012
It is beautiful and terrible and I wish I could reblog it over on tumblr but won't of course if you say no.

Please could you tell me more about it: such as the latin translation, and what inspired this (horrific!) idea? Is there a story out there with this in it?
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2012  Student Filmographer
Of course you can reblog it on tumblr! Go right ahead <3

and I really wish there was a story to tell about this but there isn't, I was just going through a really rough time.
The latin (badly) translates as: O Lord, Deliver us from the snares of the Devil.

It's kind of part of a theme I've got going. I'm not religious but I've been playing around with the idea of Sebastian as a judeo-christian demon who wishes he could repent to God but, well, can't. any attempts to contact god will make him burn and suffer.

It mostly started from this picture:
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Check it out if you like!
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mmaerin Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012
I would imagine that is a theme which would find a lot of grudging support amongst whom Sebastian is the point of the thing.

The character appeals to a lot of people who have a thing for pain and blood-he does suffer beautifully.I read a fanfic once which made a suggestion he got booted out of heaven for lending tacit (mental) support to he rebellion that got all the other 'fallen angels' tossed off the clouds. Not quite biblical, but then you aren't trying to write a sermon either.
I reckon you could do a quite nice novel-sized story based on him actually going ahead and doing the pennance even though nobody's telling him it's going to do any good, he just wants to--and perhaps in the end it works-probably an ambiguous ending that leaves one wondering but hopefulwould be best.

Well. I'd definitely read it. I'd write it if I had that kind of literary staying power. Im more fitted to be a ghost writer and beta reader. I can do short pieces and help others but last time I wrote anything close to a novel I damn-near had a nervous breakdown. Dont want to do THAT again! And I would care wa-ay too much about a project like this.
hoo-boy. I'll say. But Id read it all right.Would I ever.
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TheCrossoverer89 Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012
I see him more as an Angel with a Demon's body, my series says his Father was a renegade Demon who fell in love with an Angel woman who gave birth to Sebastian, one of the Demon Earls of Hell, Count Raum (who is also a crow) killed him when Sebastian was 9 and kidnapped him trying to make him a servant to Satan, but he clutched to his mother's Rosary defying him, he was used to create the black plague (they kinda used him for experiments) and finally he escaped, but he does not hate God, but he is afraid he won't be accepted and he kinda is paranoid of humans, but once he kills Count Raum, his Father speaks to him, telling him Heaven is still waiting for him and Ciel and God has never and will never forsake them.
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mmaerin Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012
Pleasant backstory, and will please those who really don't want to see Sebastian as an evil character.I should say it will have a lot of takers. have you written this up and if not, why not?
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TheCrossoverer89 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013
Sebastian's father says to him "A true demon is unable to cry, yet you cry for your master and me, God cares not what you are, its what is in your heart he cares about" then before his soul leaves he says a bible verse, one that always helped me when I mourned for my Grandfather and Cousin "And He lead them into springs of water and he will wipe away every tear from their eyes."
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mmaerin Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013
Yes, Revelation21(or Apocalypse, if you're Catholic),Isaiah (11 I think-or maybe 65?)and I think also Malachai--or one or two other places besides those first 2 at least for certain. So what do you reckon, that he (Sebastian)'s corrupted (or uncorrupted) himself? That demons believe untrue things about themselves(like Spanish /Mexican/S.American Machismo? Or something I've yet to think of?
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