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Sans Hope by ceilonn Sans Hope by ceilonn
It's human!Alan and Eric :3

This piece is dedicated to =Moisca because she loves her Slingphries as much as I do, and this is actually based on our roleplay together.
Alan's leukaemic, the poor bab. Eric's angsting because his new boyfriend is terminally ill.

i spent days on this DX i tried to capture it all on screen recording but idk if it worked. if it does i'll put up a video <333

there are many mistakes in this but i'm 1000% done -floats away- sorry for the crap IV
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Kawaii-Neko2 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This makes me cry... :iconsobbplz:
It's very touching, and especially since I know someone who has leukemia. And there's that thing with my mom who is also in sort of the same position, though she doesn't have leukemia.. fortunately..
And this is just a beautiful art piece with lots of feelings in it which you can clearly see. Alan's hair is so beautiful and the light makes me think of light in movies sometimes. Light which gets brighter and brighter until you see nothing than light..
all in all, it's a very sad and beautiful piece of art and you've done an awesome job :icongoodjob-plz:
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thankyou very much. I'm glad it instills such emotion in you, though it's not good if you're crying -cuddles better- thankyou very much though I really appreciate it <3 I love knowing people feel things from my art. ~
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Ari-bunnii Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
this is amazing,
the curtains and everything else have so much detail<3
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Daughter-of-Asgard42 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Student General Artist
Powerful.....
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GingerFutanari Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013
beautifully sad... luv it
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AyaraSky Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013
W-woooooow! It's so amazing...
It's one of the most emotional art of them *o*
I think, I'll write fic for this art **
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Student Filmographer
Feel free. I'd love to see what you make <3 Just be sure to credit the idea to =kohakuaru and =Moisca <3
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VioletAlexander Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist

This is crazy awesome! The colors you used give the sense of fading and despair and...even sickness, which in this case is good.

Alan's hair looks so soft and pretty, oh my goodness~

And Eric's hair...I usually don't like when people (or myself) draw Eric because his hair always ends up looking weird, but I think you did a nice job :)

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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thanks man, I'm glad you like it <333 

I did want for it to look quite faded and despairing. Thankyou. I appreciate it <33 

Eric's hair isn't easy. 
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VioletAlexander Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist

Mhm :D

You're welcome.

And, oh jeez, don't I know it. Everytime I draw his hair it's like he has an octopus stuck on the side of his head.

Wait...Oh, God, not this again. XD

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Feurae Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Alan's emotions are so out there... you can see his pain and sadness very clearly. And the lighting really adds to the grim situation!

This is beautiful <33
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
I'm glad you feel that from his expression. <3 Thankyou very much <3
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Marcxangfenix Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
is so sad U_U
eric,
alan...:iconcraiplz:
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
I knoooowww, the pooor baby.
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MandyB82 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
Awww, I love this! It's so intense! :heart:
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thankyouu 8D I appreciate it. c:
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MandyB82 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
You're welcome :D
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lunar-rose620 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
So much emotion in this that it plucks at my heart.  Amazingly done.
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thankyou. I really appreciate it! I'm glad you think so. 
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lunar-rose620 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. I had a grandpa that passed away from prostate cancer when I was 12.  I still miss him still and the picture reminds me of how things were near the end.
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StickieBun13 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is stunning (But oh so sad) The lighting is perfect for the mood of the piece and the emotion on their faces really stab into my heart. I also absolutely adore how you did Eric's hair, and the lighting on Alan's. (Seriously, the way you highlight hair with back lighting just makes me fangirl over your art more.)

((This is also, like, the 5th time I have typed this comment because it keeps deleting itself before i can hit submit. WTF glitches?))
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Hahaha, thankyou. I spent so long doing Alan's hair and I was really worried it was overworked ;A;  
Thanks man. 


kicks your internet ;I
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StickieBun13 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Don't worry, It's not overworked :3 It's lovely~
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Moiscen Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
OH MY FEELS 
SLINGPJRIES FEELS 
MY KOHAKUARU FEELS
MY LIFE FEELS

Please bear with my slightly incoherent spazzing over this amazing beautiful wonderful thing. 


 

Okay, so first of all, I make a vow to wake up earlier because I missed the LIVESTREAMING of this beautiful thing *0* and I missed the magic in real time ... But I really hope I can see a speedpaint video! And see HOW. YOU. DID. THAT. ;o;

Just the entire piece shows such despair and sorrow, it is so apparent in this work. The lighting, the color, their expressions ... I just want to hug them forever and make them happy again ...

I don't know if it is meant to be that way, but the way I see it, Alan standing that way, it looks like he is still pressing on and fighting despite the pain. He has an expression of suffering, definitely, but his stance shows strength of an ill person. 
And Eric represents the anguish loved ones feel in this situation. It is interesting to compare their poses. Alan looks as if he is trying to appear strong, and Eric is hiding his suffering from him, but we can still see it. 

To me, this is more than just a work based off a RP. It connects deeply with me and something I have been going through recently. You portrayed it so well in this picture, I can't describe it well enough. 


 

Technical things ~ :iconkira-neplz: 

I don't even know where to start with my praise. 

So I shall start with their faces ;o;

Alan looks so ill, his expression tears my heart. He looks so thin and exhausted ... The reddish tones in the skin that are subtly mixed with the blue-green ... And his eyes ;A; so much hurt in his eyes. The extra lines out around them make him look much more warn out. And the darker shadows around his eyes as well. 
And then Eric's face ;u; 
*gross sobbing* my RP feelsssssss :icongrosssobplz: you got his own suffering down perfectly. The frustration at helplessness at being unable to do anything for Alan ;A; and his own sadness. 

Oh my gosh, just look at the hair ;A; I noticed how much your hair drawing is improving! It is no longer enclosed by a lineart; it looks a lot more real this way, and definitely appeals to me more c: very lovely and detailed. I just adore the lighting and highlights and seeing the single strands of hair. It looks so much like Alan's hair, but is also looking a bit messy and disorderly (which is good). 

And then you drew Eric with his cornrows and impossible hair ;A; I'm so impressed, he is a difficult character to draw! 

What do you mean crap IV, it is perfect ;A; detailed, the liquid, the glassy plastic look ... What is wrong with it? ;u; 

Then of course, the rest of general praise on your perfect lighting (how the source comes from the window). The slightly monochromatic colouring adds to the kind of lifeless and solemn nature of the scene. 

And me personally, I love the bright window. The curtain and shadow make it look translucent, and you know I love anything that looks translucent c: it has such a cool and mysterious feel to it, as if these characters don't know what is ahead of them (and fear it. Or may have mixed feelings). 
Details, details in the clothing and everything ;A; 
And the tearssss ... 


 
So amazing work as always! No, a thousand times more than brilliant. This is an amazing thing, and I cannot thank you enough for drawing this! 

I could ramble about the AMAZINGNESS of this forever. C: THANK YOUUUUUU
 
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Winxhelina Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
It's not crap in any way!! But I do have to say that the moment you change a reaper's eye colour I'm like "Who's that?" for a moment. Poor them. This picture does look very sad and depressing - I love the light in that room - it looks kinda dull & sort of fading and ....sad. It compliments the feeling of sadness and just fits the atmosphere perfectly.The colours and the light really remind me of a hospital. Everything looks kinda washed out sad even if it could have once looked fresh and beautiful. Wonderfully drawn picture - well-camptured emotion. 
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Yeahhh I couldn't decide if I wanted it to be to a hospital or a bedroom haha. So it's kind of more like a hospital. Thankyou :'D I'm glad you liked it. 
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Winxhelina Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
I can see that happen. You are welcome!
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Lunaveon Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
O.O It's so beautifully...sad...I just want to know the entire story behind this....wow~
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Well I did mention, it's like human!verse and instead of having Thorns, Alan has Leukaemia. 
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Lunaveon Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
Ah, no, I read that~ ^^; I guess I didn't make me point as clearly as I meant...my bad!
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Sesshoumaru12981 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
It's better than what I could,lol. It's sad and now I have the feels... *floats away to listen to Unmei from Kuroshitsuji the Musical II*
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
The proper response to Slingphries feels, yes. C: 

Thanks for coming to the livestream :B
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Sesshoumaru12981 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013
:D Yay! And no prob :meow:
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x-WlLD Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student General Artist
Awwwwe its so cute~
I love Erics hair xDD
But this is sweet <3
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StarsInTheDarkness Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I watched da livedtream of dis 8D is amazing
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Ohh, thanks for cominggg <333  :'D
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StarsInTheDarkness Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
No problem XDDDD i enjoyed it. everyone was ranting about the music
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SpacePhoenix Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Damn... too sad to be the truth. Great work, however. Alan looks like a little boy, moreover very il. Fragile, tiny, crying... So sad.
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Yeahh. Fragile and delicate. Poor little thinggggg ;A; Thankyou.
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Superhglg Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013   Artist
So pretty and sad and the feels ;w;~

It was fun at the stream for the little time I was there~
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
I'm glad you came. Thanks for coming <3333 :3
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Sesshoumaru12981 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
I remember you I was on the stream as Maci. :meow:
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Superhglg Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013   Artist
Ah, I remember you as well c:
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Sesshoumaru12981 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
I'm now currently watching u on dA. :meow:
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Superhglg Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013   Artist
T-Thank you <3
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Sesshoumaru12981 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013
No prob :meow:
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CrissyPeters Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Wow this is heartbreakingly beautiful.  I love the lighting and expressions!
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ceilonn Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thankyou very much <3 I appreciate it. 
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